Each year September 11th comes and goes with a varying number of remembrances, tributes, moments of silence, and television specials dedicated to the events that occurred, and people who tragically lost their lives on that sunny and seemingly perfect morning in 2001.

For Wendy and me, September 11 holds a difficult but special place in our hearts. We did not personally lose anyone that day, nor were ever directly in harm's way. However, as much of the country was, and especially those of us in Washington, DC and New York, we were impacted by the sights, sounds, and smells of the events. It was, unfortunately, an event that helped define our generation, and a moment in our lives that represented the huge loss of youthful innocence. In a matter of just a few hours, we were forever altered, affected inside. We had been quickly and forcefully changed from a few recently engaged kids starting our exciting lives together in a new place away from the friendly confines of home, into two adults that suddenly needed to worry about terrorism, suspicious packages, color coded threat levels, see something say something, and the torrent of related terms that have flooded our vernacular.

The further we get from the cruel strikes the more distant I'd assumed the memories would get, but that simply hasn't been the case.

On the day of the attacks, after leaving my office just two blocks from The White House, several co-workers and I departed by car to navigate the maze-like streets of Washington, DC in an attempt to reach our homes and loved ones. Our path was consistently met with roadblocks and closures on roads that would have taken us too close to the black smoke billowing from the gaping hole in the side of the Pentagon. I can still vividly recall the people I rode with in the car, many of our conversations, the clothes I wore, even how hot it was getting as the morning crawled towards afternoon. But above all else, the visual impact of the thick black smoke in the air, and the toxic smell of burning as I approached our apartment are all so distinct that I'll likely never forget it.

Looking back on it as a memory that is now 12 years old, I'm surprised it's still so strongly imprinted on my mind. But remembering it as the single traumatic event that so drastically shaped our lives as a relatively newly independent couple on our own, I'm surprised that any of the memory of that day has been able to fade.

As painful and hard to experience as September 11th was, the days immediately following September 11th breathed life and hope into our very fragile psyches. The outpouring of patriotism in almost every aspect of daily life was apparent. Though conversations were somber, and most interactions quiet and brief, it seemed every house on every street displayed some manner of American flag or other support for "U.S.A." Highway overpasses were adorned with patriotic flair, flags, and messages of strength hastily spray painted in red and blue on large white sheets, while little red, white, and blue ribbons appeared on the jackets and shirts of nearly everyone. It was a unity in our country unlike I had ever felt before, and unlike anything I've felt since.